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--by Jodi Seidler
I've awoken
from a dream
only to discover that I'm living undercover, living someone
else's life. My soul just pains me so and I really need to
know - how I got here please, I'm on my knees.
I do so
need some validation, can I find an explanation - perhaps
some clues along the way. Have all my dreams departed - before
my real life has started? Feels like I'm wearing someone else's
clothes with someone else's thoughts...a mother, a husband,
a friend - have borrowed my dreams again.
Their
voices speak louder than mine, I'm dizzy from the grind...of
who speaks the loudest. I'm calling on my determination to
seek and find my station, where all my dreams reside - I'm
ready for that ride.
I must
create my own, and get in touch with me; break out of this
confinement, unlock the door -I have the key. The pain of
denial is just too great - to stay and suffer - or create
my fate.
The answers
are within, it's time to greet myself. To learn the pain and
pleasures and then to share the wealth. To look within and
know the beauty lying there.
To get
in touch with all the truth that was lost somewhere within
my youth.
No
reprinting without permission. 
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